Sumthin.

I hate that I have to pretend it doesn't matter or bother me

I hate that I still think about you all the time
I hate that my emotions have gotten the best of me
I hate that I can't talk to you
I hate that I still care
I hate that I miss you
I hate that I don't hate you at all


Tomorrow is another chance



Before you talk, listen
Before you react, think
Before you spend, earn
Before you quit, try


WE ARE YOUNG. WE RUN FREE. WE STAY UP LATE. WE DON'T SLEEP. GOT OUR FRIENDS GOT THE NIGHT. WE'LL BE ALRIGHT.

Person: Doctor, I have a case of......heart break :'(
Doctor: Hmmm this should do the trick *writing a note*

Note: 200 mgs of stop being such a pussy

wow it's already morning. Good morning world! gabisa tidurnih lapeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer-,-- mau nyari makan mager bgt jadi gimana ya yaudah deh exit yaaaa byeeeeeeee

I wish I could still call you

heart this song, love you Miley<3


Goodbye

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember those simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along

I picked up the phone and then put it down
'Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember the simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

You remember the simple things
We talked 'til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh, goodbye


it's really "me"&like the way I did a laterlater month ago. maybe. tp skrg udah jauh lebih baik. there's someone, weeeeell I'll tell you later ok? cause it's reaaaally it-can't-be person. Idk why, I can't remember when did I started to like him. he's kind for sure&I can't believe I say it but must admit it he's...............................cute-_- wow sejak kapan gua suka sm yg cutecute gitu WAKAKAKAKA it's not about his appearance btw, it's more about how he cheers me. how he said things that I don't even know that he would be able to say that. so I think, I did something wrong. cause I miss you. Wky.

waktu berjalan cepet ya men, bentar lagi pisah kita huhuhuhu sedih ya. ya ngga? iyalah nih makanya dengerin ya doubleK *a bit editing ehe^^*


Who Knew

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong

I know better cause you said forever
and ever
who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a brother
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my brother
What happened


If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep

jangan lupain gua ya mennnn. you mean a lot for me, probably don't realize it. still be&always be that 'explorer' oke? wakakakakakk

ngantuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk tidur yuk? yak? yuk. Night <3


26FFFFFUUUUUUU

be patient darl, gua juga pernah ngerasain kok. cuman lo gaakan separah gua. lo kuat kok. sabarya :-)


so I started to think that relationships are suck. well maybe not at all, but if it's remind me about somethi..........ok whatever none of my business. It's about them, my two darla. One of them is over-ing, and the other's over-ed. Get well soon yawsss #CPR always beside you ;*

jadi entar jam 12 gua masih hrs ada les mat. wtf.wthell.wtheck. wew tripple lovely what-the goes to the EASIEST lesson ever! yeaaaaay clapclap *okay stop being this crazy sa. baru liat tweetnya Ardel tadi, it sounds "don't ever make any decisions when you're mad" and I'm absolutely agree with that. mestinya lo nih yg denger kata22 ini sayangnya lo ga ol(?. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA taugasih td pagi gua tuh marah22 sendiri garagara!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*( ok gausah dibahas yg jelas gua sebel-_- my chat is almost as silent as a grave. untung ada Ardi walaupun dia blsnya juga dikit22 doang soalnya lg main sm temennya. panas nih meeeen belom mandi masih bau bantal hu '3' sooooooooo I want to introduce my sissy from another parent ;-) *maybe not one by one, I don't have much time anyway. My moms gone mad but I ignored it till she took my laptop.

some photos from Azza splashing-time-surprishing-birthday-party










OKAY I'M TOTALLY HAVE TO GO R8 NOW, FYI THEY'RE MY LOVELY #CEPER&WE'RE ALL AVAILABLE HAHAHAHA \M/ bye 

Unstable

I don't know what's going on, but I can't sleep tonight. And......I'm smiling now so here's a song by Megara&let the song explain everything......well....a bit maybe-_-

I won't say I'm in love

(Meg)
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That ancient history,
Been there done that

(Muses)
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

(Meg)
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

(Muses)
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

(Meg)
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

(Muses)
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

(Meg)
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

(Muses)
Give up, but give in
Check the grin you're in love

(Meg)
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

(Muses)
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love

(Meg)
(Shoo doo, shoo doo)
You're way off base
I won't say it
(She wont say it)
Get off my case
(Shut Up, shut up)
I won't say it

(Muses)
Girl, don't be proud
It's okay you're in love

(Meg)
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love


okkkkk I'm typing with my sleepy head sooo I think I'm gonna hit the bed. Goodnight&Sleeptight :-)


Mickey

I can die happily now by knowing this

Harry Potter married Ginny Weasley. They had three children, James Sirius, Albus Severus, and Lily Luna. He became head of the Auror’s Department under Kingsley Shacklebolt. 

Ginny Weasley played quidditch for the Holyhead Harpies. After deciding to raise a family, she retired and became Senior Quidditch correspondent at the Daily Prophet.

Hermione Granger married to Ron Weasely and had two children, Rose and Hugo. Hermione went back to Hogwarts and sat her NEWTS before working for Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures and helping house elves. She then moved to the Department of Magical Law Enforcement where she eradicated pro-pureblood laws.

Ron Weasley
went to work with George at Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes until he became an Auror for the ministry.

George Weasley married Angelina Johnson and turned Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes into a lucritive business. They had two children, Fred and Roxanne.

Bill and Fleur Weasley have three kids, Victoire, Dominique and Louis. Victoire seems to have a romantic interest in Harry’s godson, Teddy. She was named after the victory at Hogwarts, since her birthday shared its anniversary.

Charlie Weasley stayed single and continued working with his dragons.

Percy Weasley married a woman named Audrey. They had two daughters, Molly and Lucy.

Arthur Weasley went on as Head of the Office for the Detection and Confiscation of Counterfeit Defensive Spells and Protective Objects.

Albus Dumbledore had fallen in love with Grindelwald at one point when he was younger. He felt he had lost track of his morals while with Grindelwald, so after this he led a celibate and scholarly life.

Dudley Dursley went on to be married and have children. Harry occasionally went to visit with him, but did not maintain a relationship with the other Dursleys.

Rubeus Hagrid continued to work at Hogwarts and would have young Albus Potter to his hut to tea.

Neville Longbottom married Hannah Abbott. He went on to be the Herbolgy professor for Hogwarts.

Hannah Abbott ran the Leaky Cauldron.

Luna Lovegood married Rolf Scamander much later than Harry, Ron, Hermione and Ginny married. They had twin sons Lorcan and Lysander. She became a famous naturalist.

Firenze was allowed back into the herd.

Dolores Umbridge was arrested, interrogated and imprisoned for crimes against muggleborns.

Rita Skeeter kept writing. When asked about what happened to her, JK Rowling laughed and said she probably wrote a book about Harry after he defeated Voldemort.

Severus Snape ’s portrait was not put in the headmaster’s office at Hogwarts because he resigned before he died. But Harry told everyone of Snape’s innocence.

The Defence Against The Dark Arts job is no longer jinxed. When Voldemort was killed, the jinx lifted and the school can now keep a D.A.D.A teacher for more than a year.

Draco Malfoy married Astoria Greengrass (younger sister of Daphne) and had a son named Scorpius

Cho Chang married an unnamed muggle.

Mr. and Mrs. Longbottom (Neville’s parents) never got to leave St. Mungo’s. When asked about them, J.K. Rowling said “The damage is done.”

Hogwarts is led by an an entirely new Headmaster (McGonagall was getting a little old).

J.K. Rowling lives wealthy ever after. “I’m dealing with a level of obsession in some of my fans that will not rest until they know the middle names of Harry’s great-great-grandparents,” she said in an interiew. But she also said “I love it. I’m all for that.”


I'm about to scream out of loud when I finished read this wonderfulshit on my tumblr. I heart you so much Tumblr & absolutely HarryPotter! can't wait for the first eps of Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows<3

Emotional.

to be honest, I'm tired with all this shits. cryyyyying over&over, fck. solusinya apa? sabaaar. halaaaah capek gua sabar mulu. butuh sesabar apasih gua? sesabar orang yg mules setengah mampus nongkrong di wc sampe di pantat lo ada jeplakan garis oval bentuk tatakan pantat&pantat lo keram. engga men gua kalo buang air selalu lancar garagara gua makan makanan berserat. you probably wouldn't read it so I think it'll more safe than if I talk about this on twitter-_-soooooooo what'stheprob? seriously I have no idea^^ tp yaaaa gitulah susah bgt dijelasin. baby I need your pengertian wakaka apaaantuh pengertian. baby baby baby oooooh like baby baby baby nooooo. hxhxhx jb gitulox. 

udah ah coy g2g byee

waiiiiit

what?

gapapa

idiot

lo ngomong apa td?

nothing

fck ya, CRUCIOOO

EXPELIARMUSS

damn my wand! accio!

shit :run

cruuucioooo

stupefy! stupefy!

AVADA KEDAVRAA!




Game Over

You Lose ;-p





Stupid. Morning*

loooooonely -,-

niiiiiiiiight! halo abis makan nih. sumpah ya nyokap kayanya lg sensi bgt, orang bener ikan mas nya pait malah gua yg disalahin. hadeeeeeh untung ada bumbu rendang. esumpah ya masa gua jatuh cintaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt sm itu rendang. asli enak bangbangbangbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanget deh top markotop. gua sendiri nih uhuhu ada yg mau nemenin? wk lagian sih ya ini kan uddah jam 22:06 ya guess what? cahyo. masih. main. di. rumah. temennya. phur-fck--" perfect maksud gua wkwkw jadiiiiiiiii gua malah ngautis nih di webcam fotofoto sendiri wkwk. tp hslnya burem burem gidu deh secara udah malem cahaya terang redup gitu ya bok. aku fotofoto loh sm boneka boneka kuuuuu^^ cm tiga sih sebenernya ehe ini boneka favorite soalnya. mau liat? yuk sini......





trsss skrg gua badmood parah, sumpah ya ksl gua anjjjjjjjj-_-stop. bye

Saturday

halooooooooo~ apakabar semuanya? baik baik sajakan? baik dong soalnya kan lagi bulan puasa wkwk Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa yaaa. eeeeeeeeh bosen nih gua. gaada kerjaan. mana temen temen gua pada ke korea lagi huhuhu sediiiih sepiiii kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeueueueueuen. mereka balik hari minggu nanti aww lama amat. semoga kalian baikbaik ya disanaa muah. nowplaying broken strings


Broken Strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again


dalem nih bok katakatanya wkwkw. ini lagu lama kok, gua liatnya pas liat majalah gogirl edisi lamaaaa taudah edisi yg mana ya lupa gua heuehueh. ngantuk nih, kalo misalnya skrg lg ga chat sm cahyo gua udah tidur kali ya ehe. malessssssssss mandi, bau? boam wakaka. eh katanya hari ini ada yg ulang tahun loooh. gua gatau sih bener apa engga tapi HappyBirthday Ghiffa dan Raka have a good one! traktir traktir yeuuu. etapi bener kan ya mereka ulang tahun? ea salah malunih gua wkwkw

boredom---Decorating Crassivas ;D

"it's raining raining ooh baby it's raining raining..." udah lama ga denger lagu Umbrella nya Rihanna wkwk masa trs pas bgt gua lg dengerin ini lagu eeeeh diluar ujan-,---kewl baned. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA gua stress taugasih. asal lutau ya niiiiih

Sekitar jam baru masuk lah abis tahfidz kan abis itu belajar biasa ya. takut gua soalnya ada ulangan BIOLOGI dan gua belom? be.la.jar wowkow udah deng tp gamasuk otak gituuuu. trs udahkan gua duduk dan gatau nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa HARI INI BEBAS DAN GA BELAJAR DI KELAS YESYESYES kurang girang apaaacoba gitu ya ohohoho. trs akhirnya denger ceramah dolo di bawah. ada teman temanku yg ikut tari daerah loooh! mereka cantik cantik ;))) sebentar lagi mereka ke korea huhuhu hatihati di jalan ya teman temaaaan smooocha jgn lupa oleholeh :***. ooooh ternyata maksudnya di bebasin itu buat ngehias kelas yowes akhirnya ada yg beli bahan ke inter dan gua? diem aja wkwk. pas balik ke kelas, itu kelas udah porak poranda di gerecokin sm orang. yaudah gua sm devira ke bawah aja liat yg tari daerah. 

Pas ngehias kelas ampun ye sumpah itu bikin MENTAL GUA RUSAK! kenapaaaaaaaaa? sebuah benda yg tipis hampir transparan, berisi angin, lonjong, warna warni, dan yg gawat...............bisa meledak. apalagi kalo bukan balon udah deh kalo mainannya udah sm balon don't. ever. stand. close. to me. sumpah kalo engga gua bisa nangis kaya td garagara dena-___-lebay yeu tp emg gua kaya gituuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. dan mulailah kegiatan menghias Crassivas bersama kawankawan seperkelasan hahaha seperkelasan apaan coba-_-seruloooooh eheheh

Do whatever you like

terserah deh mau alesannya apa juga gua lebih milih kalem oke? don't protest if I do the same thing ;)

Bad day! I haven't do my homework and I'm too lazy to finish it-_-so what's good today? nothing. masa ya skrg gua dapet lagi ooooooooomaigat padahal gua pengen dapet awal puasa! ayodong seminggu harus selesai a a a aishiteru wkw kagalah, amin. dari hari ke hari ke hari lagi terus ke hari hari sampe hari ini gua makin benci sm yang namanya pb. kalo ada cewe yg punya cowo maniak pb pasti ngerti deh-,-tp gua ga benci garagara itu jugasih daaaaan sebenernya bukan cuma satu orang aja yg suka ngacangin gua kalo ada permainan bangsat itu tapi banyaaaaaaak deh. gmn ga kesel deh? kesel kankankankankan? biasa aja-_-oke. dan asal lutau...asal lutau ya kawan kawan ini gua lupa udah keberapa kali gua ngerefresh page twitter yang keluar malah gambar beginian


kurang kesel apacoba guaaaaaaaaa yoloh plsdeh ga twitter ga msn ga pcr ngertiin gua dikit ae napesih-___-ganapsu hidup gua *wes. ga lah gua msh mau sma, kuliah, kerja, punya suami&anak, cucu, meninggal khusnul khatimah ea. muless booook aduuuuuh atit peyut rasanya kaya gelembung2 gimana gitu hahaha gagaga rasanya kaya sakit deh gitu masa lu gatau sih? apasih sa. 

Sharing

Good evening ;) how's your day? hari ini gua puasa loooc wkw maghrib lama ya ckck ayodong adzan cepetaaan. gaada kerjaan lagi huu '3' jadi mau sharing cerita aja dulu nih. gua sih udah pernah denger cerita ini cmn tetep aja sedih boook. 


Ibuku hanya punya satu mata. Aku benci dia, dia sangat memalukan. Ia melakukan apa saja, apa saja untung membiayai kehidupan kami. Lalu suatu hari saat ada acara di sekolah, ibuku menghadiri acara tersebut. Aku sangat malu. Teganya ia berbuat seperti ini padaku?! keesokkan hari nya semua teman teman ku mencemooh dan mengejekku dengan "ibu bermata satu"

Aku berharap ibuku bisa menghilang dari dunia ini jadi aku berkata pada ibuku, "Bu, kenapa ibu cuma punya satu mata sih? ibuku cuma bikin aku jadi bahan tertawaan! kenapa ibu ga mati saja" Tak ada respon. Aku kira ia sakit hati, tapi di waktu yang sama, aku lega sudah mengatakan yang sebenarnya

Ibuku tidak marah kepadaku

Malam itu...Aku terbangun, dan pergi ke dapur untuk mengambil segelas air. Ibuku menangis disana, sangat pelan, mungkin ia takut tangisannya membangunkanku. Aku menghampirinya, tapi ia berpaling. Aku benci ibuku yang hanya menangis dengan SATU MATA. Jadi aku menasehati diriku sendiri bahwa aku akan sukses tanpa ibuku yang bermata satu itu.

Aku belajar sangat giat. Aku pergi meninggalkan ibu dan pergi ke asrama, Aku mendapat pekerjaan, dan aku menikah. Aku punya rumah sendiri. dan aku punya anak juga. Sekarang aku sudah menjadi orang yang berhasil.Aku senang disini karena disini tidak mengingatkanku pada ibuku.

Kebahagiaanku berangsur angsur, sampai seseorang yang tidak diharapkan datang menghampiriku "ha? siapa kamu? kamu SERAM! "... dia ibuku...masih dengan satu matanya. Anakku lari setelah membukakan pintu untuknya


Aku bertanya padanya, "Siapa kamu? Aku tidak kenal kamu!" aku berusaha meyakinkannya, lalu aku berteriak "Berani beraninya kau masuk kesini dan menakuti anakku?? pergi sekarang jugaa!" Lalu dengan pelan ibuku menjawab, "oh maaf, sepertinya aku salah alamat" dan dia pergi. Untung saja...ia tidak mengenaliku. Aku bersumpah tidak akan peduli kepadanya seumur hidup.


Suatu hari aku menghadiri sebuah reunian sekolah yang bertempatkan dekat dengan rumahku yang lama. Sehabis reunian aku memutuskan untuk mampir, aku buka pagar rumah yang sebenarnya sudah tidak pantas disebut rumah dan menemukan ibuku tergeletak di lantai yang dingin. Tapi aku tidak menangis setitik pun. Dia punya secarik kertas di tangannya dan itu ditujukan untukku.
Dia menulis...

Anakku,
Sepertinya hidupku sudah cukup lama. Dan...aku tidak mau mengunjungi Seoul lagi... tapi apakah permintaanku terlalu besar kalau aku hanya ingin kau mengunjungiku sekali? Ibu kangen kamu. Dan aku sangat senang mendengar kalau kamu ikut reuni di sekitar sini. Tapi aku memutuskan untuk tidak datang kesana....itu untukmu...maafkan aku yang hanya mempunyai satu mata ini, dan  aku sangat memalukan untukmu. Kamu tahu? saat kau masih sangat kecil, kau kecelakaan, dan kehilangan matamu. Sebagai ibumu, aku tidak bisa melihatmu tumbuh hanya dengan satu mata.. jadi aku mendonorkannya untukmu...aku sangat bangga kau bisa melihat seluruh dunia untukku, dengan mata itu. Aku tidak pernah marah atas apa yang sudah kau lakukan. Beberapa kali kau marah padaku. Aku beritahu diriku sendiri, 'Itu karena ia cinta padaku' aku rindu saat kamu selalu ada di dekat ibu.


Aku sudah tidak tahu ingin berkata apa. Aku memang mahluk yang sangat bodoh, sangat bodoh. Aku menangis..

sedih kan? bangeeeet uhuhuhu *lebay wkw udah ya mau buka puasa dulu ehehe byeeeee selamat buka puasa semua ;)

Insomnia? could be right...

God I'm totally tired today. gua capek ya sumpe tapiiiiiiiiiiii kenapa gua gabisa tidur? why why oooh why ngantuk niiiih uhuhu. 1:41 AM and I still got my eyes open and both hands dancing on keyboard. gua mesti ngapain coba ya biar bisa tidur emm.... counting sheep? oke itu jadul tp gua pernah nyoba ngitung domba kaya gitu. yg ada malah gua lupa gua udah ngitung domba sampe berapa-__-ehuheueh. he's already sleeping *use to be, if he isn't lying again-,-* dsr kebo iwo wkwkw gadeng canda. ohiya di pagi yg sesunyi ini Balqis sm Alfi anniv loooooooh wkwkw eaea HappyAnniversarry ya buds! loooooooooonglast. oke gua bingung mau ngomong apa lagi, secara gua tuh pendiem, kalem, talkless wakaka goblok. gimana kalo kita nyanyi ajayuk? nyanyi apa ya tapi hmmmmmmm oh yeaaa....

Sweet Dreams

Turn the lights on

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

I think I should go, I bet my mom will check my room in a few more minute. seeyaaa~

Read it carefully

When you came into the world, she held you in her arms
You thanked her by wailing like a banshee.
When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

Those Teenage Years
When you were 13, she suggested some clothes that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to driver her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

Growing Old And Gray
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiancé and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."
When you were 40, she called to remind you of an relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly
died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder. "Rock me baby, rock me all night long." "The hand who rocks the cradle...may rock the world".

Let us take a moment of the time just to pay tribute/show appreciation to the person called MOM though some may not say it openly to their mother. There's no substitute for her. Cherished every single moment. Though at times she may not be the best of friends, may not agree to our thoughts, she is still your mother!!! She will be there for you...to listen to your woes, your bragging, your frustrations, etc. Ask yourself.....have you put aside enough time for her, to listen to her "blues" of working in the kitchen, her tiredness??? Be tactful, loving and still show her due respect though you may have a different view from hers. Once gone, only fond memories of the past and also regrets will be left.

**DON'T TAKE FOR GRANTED THE THINGS CLOSEST TO YOUR HEART. CLING TO THEM AS U WOULD YOUR LIFE, FOR WITHOUT THEM, LIFE IS MEANINGLESS

❤❤❤MOM~

FourthAnniv❤

Nighty peopleeeees, how's your night? pretty well? mine is SO DAMN WEEEELLLL aaa gatau kenapa gua seneng banget malem ini hauhauhauahu oke gua mau cerita dulu ya di sekolah tadi

School~

tadi di sekolah tuh kaya biasalah belajaaar gitu ya cuman tadi ada pelajaran tahfidz trs kalo gasalah nama gurunya pak Buchorie *asal. terus masa ya tadi kan gua di depan pintu kelas ya lagi diri sm devira ngomongin.......nah trs si teges dateng sm oka. eh masa trs gua ketabrak teges kan *dikit* cuman yaa taukan rasanya gimana jduuug wow nyeri bok cm bentar sih heuheu. kan gua pengen pulang ya eeeeh nyokap gua ngilang gitu deh tau kmn-.-jadi gua balik ke aula nyamperin temen temen gua lg pada saman *woo arsa ngikut2*. jadi inget percakapan azza sm nadira

*lagi pada serius ngerjain soal matematika*

nad: eh...

azza: *nanggepin pake muka serius, soalnya dikira mau ngsh tau ada jawaban yg salah*

nad: kalo pensil pentel bukannya enakan yg ini ya?

azza: *karena terlalu serius mikirin soal matematika dan gatau mau jawab apa akhirnya malah jawab* hmm... iya juga ya

nih kalo lu pikirpikir penting gasih? yoloooh tolong deh wakaka kalo kaya ginimah galucu. kalo denger lgs noh lucu dah asli. terus ada juga vidi fever wakaka garagara ada sesuatu yg mengganjal entah cara ngomongnya lah, gaya ketawanya lah, cara duduknya lah jd kayanya kocak aja kalo ngmgn dia wakawaka. trs pas pulang gua, mita, sm ajeng main ke ruang mb. main riffle sm standard loooh^^ asik bgt sambil nostalgia hahaha

Arrvd Home~

cerita nya udah sampe rumah nih. sampe rumah gua lgs masuk kamar betbetbet ganti baju trs tengkurep di tempat tidur.....terus nyamperin laptop-_-di nyalaiiiiiin trs yaudah deh nyala kan centreeeng. ol msn twitter udah deh dan ternyata wooooooooooooow banyak banget ucapan anniv hehehe jadi malooooe yaudah gua balesin satusatu ajaa walaupun ada yg ga kebales huhu maaf banget

10:00 PM

ohiya sama iniiiiiiiiiiiiiii ada oleholeh loh dr orang hauahauhauahau lucu yaaa orangnya wakaka gadeng bonekanya u,u



tysm cahyo syg☺❁


IYouC~

Jenguk elsa&3month~

Hello thereeeee what a beautiful night! sekarang tanggal berapa sih? berapa ya.........bentar bentar.............OHIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA tanggal 23:D emang ada apaan saaaa? apa ya hahaha ada anniversarry hehehe. Cah dari pagi futsal jadi gua gaada kerjaan deh dari pagi sampe siang. eh gataunya si aya sm kanya ngajakin jenguk elsa yg lagi sakit DBD u,u yowes lah akhirnya kita kesana naik mobilnya kanya. sepanjang jalan tuh si kanya ngoceeeeeeh mulu udah kaya apaantau dah, terus dia curhat katanya dia belom pernah ke dufan gitu wakaka. terus juga katanya di keluarganya cuma dia doang yg pernah ke mitra keluarga ckck congrats ya nyak kau jadi satusatunya hahaha. Terus udah sampe tuh tapi YAAAAAAAAAAAAH JAM BESUKNYA ABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS untung aja abis itu ketemu nyokapnya elsa! yeeees akhirnya dengan sedikit rayuan kita dapat memasuki ruang rawat elsa. kita ngobrol ngobrol gitu ya duduk duduk ngambilin makanannya si elsa wkwk makasih ya elssssss;) terus diluar kamar elsa tuh ada bayi di kereta dan itu sumpah LUCU BANGEEEEEEEEET kan kereta yang pertama......kelewatan, kedua.....kelewat juga, pas ketiga........LUCU BANGEEEEET, pas keempat udah semangat............kereta makanan wakaka.

Get Well Really Soon Elsalinaaaa ;**

Terus sebelum pulang gua aya main dulu di rumah kanya. ada Doriiiiiiiiiii! imut banget sumpah itu kucing uuuuuuuuuuu,u trs sama si cahyo udah pulaaaaaang :D eh malah dikerjain sm aya di msn wakaka parbet untung ga marah cahyonya he. kan gua pulang dari rumah kanya, eh gua dikejar kambing masaaaaaaaaa hiiiiiiih. pas sampe rumah lgs ol msn sama twitter, dan pas jam 10-an gitu dapet ucapan anniv! :D

"@cahyoaneh: HappyAnniversary ya @PrastArsalnati sayaang, 
semoga makin sayang terus gaputus putus :D"

"@PrastArsalnati: HappyAnniversarry @cahyoaneh sayang, jgn selingkuh sm pb ya caaah semoga langgeng amiiiin♥♥♥"

:D
ohiyaaa,
MAKASIH BANYAK BUAT UCAPAN ANNIV NYAA HEHE MAAF KALO ADA YANG BELOM DIBALES, LOVEYAAAA~


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SeeYouBlogLateeeeeeeer Bye!