loooooonely -,-

niiiiiiiiight! halo abis makan nih. sumpah ya nyokap kayanya lg sensi bgt, orang bener ikan mas nya pait malah gua yg disalahin. hadeeeeeh untung ada bumbu rendang. esumpah ya masa gua jatuh cintaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt sm itu rendang. asli enak bangbangbangbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanget deh top markotop. gua sendiri nih uhuhu ada yg mau nemenin? wk lagian sih ya ini kan uddah jam 22:06 ya guess what? cahyo. masih. main. di. rumah. temennya. phur-fck--" perfect maksud gua wkwkw jadiiiiiiiii gua malah ngautis nih di webcam fotofoto sendiri wkwk. tp hslnya burem burem gidu deh secara udah malem cahaya terang redup gitu ya bok. aku fotofoto loh sm boneka boneka kuuuuu^^ cm tiga sih sebenernya ehe ini boneka favorite soalnya. mau liat? yuk sini......

trsss skrg gua badmood parah, sumpah ya ksl gua anjjjjjjjj-_-stop. bye

Saturday

halooooooooo~ apakabar semuanya? baik baik sajakan? baik dong soalnya kan lagi bulan puasa wkwk Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa yaaa. eeeeeeeeh bosen nih gua. gaada kerjaan. mana temen temen gua pada ke korea lagi huhuhu sediiiih sepiiii kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeueueueueuen. mereka balik hari minggu nanti aww lama amat. semoga kalian baikbaik ya disanaa muah. nowplaying broken strings

Broken Strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

dalem nih bok katakatanya wkwkw. ini lagu lama kok, gua liatnya pas liat majalah gogirl edisi lamaaaa taudah edisi yg mana ya lupa gua heuehueh. ngantuk nih, kalo misalnya skrg lg ga chat sm cahyo gua udah tidur kali ya ehe. malessssssssss mandi, bau? boam wakaka. eh katanya hari ini ada yg ulang tahun loooh. gua gatau sih bener apa engga tapi HappyBirthday Ghiffa dan Raka have a good one! traktir traktir yeuuu. etapi bener kan ya mereka ulang tahun? ea salah malunih gua wkwkw

boredom---Decorating Crassivas ;D

"it's raining raining ooh baby it's raining raining..." udah lama ga denger lagu Umbrella nya Rihanna wkwk masa trs pas bgt gua lg dengerin ini lagu eeeeh diluar ujan-,---kewl baned. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA gua stress taugasih. asal lutau ya niiiiih

Sekitar jam baru masuk lah abis tahfidz kan abis itu belajar biasa ya. takut gua soalnya ada ulangan BIOLOGI dan gua belom? be.la.jar wowkow udah deng tp gamasuk otak gituuuu. trs udahkan gua duduk dan gatau nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa HARI INI BEBAS DAN GA BELAJAR DI KELAS YESYESYES kurang girang apaaacoba gitu ya ohohoho. trs akhirnya denger ceramah dolo di bawah. ada teman temanku yg ikut tari daerah loooh! mereka cantik cantik ;))) sebentar lagi mereka ke korea huhuhu hatihati di jalan ya teman temaaaan smooocha jgn lupa oleholeh :***. ooooh ternyata maksudnya di bebasin itu buat ngehias kelas yowes akhirnya ada yg beli bahan ke inter dan gua? diem aja wkwk. pas balik ke kelas, itu kelas udah porak poranda di gerecokin sm orang. yaudah gua sm devira ke bawah aja liat yg tari daerah. 

Pas ngehias kelas ampun ye sumpah itu bikin MENTAL GUA RUSAK! kenapaaaaaaaaa? sebuah benda yg tipis hampir transparan, berisi angin, lonjong, warna warni, dan yg gawat...............bisa meledak. apalagi kalo bukan balon udah deh kalo mainannya udah sm balon don't. ever. stand. close. to me. sumpah kalo engga gua bisa nangis kaya td garagara dena-___-lebay yeu tp emg gua kaya gituuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. dan mulailah kegiatan menghias Crassivas bersama kawankawan seperkelasan hahaha seperkelasan apaan coba-_-seruloooooh eheheh

Do whatever you like

terserah deh mau alesannya apa juga gua lebih milih kalem oke? don't protest if I do the same thing ;)

Bad day! I haven't do my homework and I'm too lazy to finish it-_-so what's good today? nothing. masa ya skrg gua dapet lagi ooooooooomaigat padahal gua pengen dapet awal puasa! ayodong seminggu harus selesai a a a aishiteru wkw kagalah, amin. dari hari ke hari ke hari lagi terus ke hari hari sampe hari ini gua makin benci sm yang namanya pb. kalo ada cewe yg punya cowo maniak pb pasti ngerti deh-,-tp gua ga benci garagara itu jugasih daaaaan sebenernya bukan cuma satu orang aja yg suka ngacangin gua kalo ada permainan bangsat itu tapi banyaaaaaaak deh. gmn ga kesel deh? kesel kankankankankan? biasa aja-_-oke. dan asal lutau...asal lutau ya kawan kawan ini gua lupa udah keberapa kali gua ngerefresh page twitter yang keluar malah gambar beginian

kurang kesel apacoba guaaaaaaaaa yoloh plsdeh ga twitter ga msn ga pcr ngertiin gua dikit ae napesih-___-ganapsu hidup gua *wes. ga lah gua msh mau sma, kuliah, kerja, punya suami&anak, cucu, meninggal khusnul khatimah ea. muless booook aduuuuuh atit peyut rasanya kaya gelembung2 gimana gitu hahaha gagaga rasanya kaya sakit deh gitu masa lu gatau sih? apasih sa.